Pov ( third person / Lappnd psychosis )

  Lappnd : " You just talk about what an important part of me you are , a you don't know it ? "

  Said Lappnd in a toneless and lifeless voice , while opening her silver blue eyes , which seemed to have lost any glimmer of life . This a and appearance surprised the refle , which lowered her bde aimed at Lappnd side . However , after this momentary bewilderment , a frightening smile appeared on her face .

  Applying the bde to Lappnd's side again , the refle without a word drove the bde into Lappnd's side. Surprisingly the se did not look as it should have because the bde did not even cause bleeding . It looked as if the bde wasn't even material . It just sank into the body of Lappnd without aance .

  With a sudden fsh in her eyes , Lappnd's pupils narrowed to the size of pins , her trapped and wounded body tighteo its maximum, causing crag sounds to e from the hands of the statues that held her . The veins on Lappnd's ned forehead were practically ready to e out from under her skin, they were swollen and pulsating so hard and fast that they looked as if they were about to explode . A no scream escaped from her throat . Lappnd with her eyes wide open ah ched , seemed to be sunk in some kind of trance .

  Withdrawing her bde from Lappnd side , the refle watched as Lappnd in stillness and silence , out of fatigue once again lowered her head down . The only evidehat Lappnd was still alive was the steam ing out of her mouth along with her steady breathing . Looking at her work , the refleiled broadly . Then refle crouched down so as to look at Lappnd's face , which showed obvious shod pain .

  Refle : " I ot kill you or physically harm you . Fortunately, unpleasant memories sometimes hurt more than a physical pain ........... Even more so , when you are forced to recall themn over and ain . "

  Said refle raising one of the bdes in front of her face , so that it is in their field of vision . In the eyes of Lappnd the bde covered perfectly the eyes of her refle , showing her a perfect view of the bde posed of many broken pieirror . That's when Lappnd saw and uood .

  In the many pieirror f the bde there was no mirror refle , rather there was a vivid image , a se from her memory encapsuted on the broken piece's of mirror . Most , if not all of these memories was most exhausting aally painful moments of her life . Looking a little to the side , Lappnd looked at the mirror pieces , covered with snow and blood , lying on the ground . And just like the bde shown in front of her eyes , each shard tained something she did not want to remember .

  Refle : " I 't kill you, that's rather obvious , but it's your own mind full of memories with which I torture you . Although being ho , I don't want to do that to you . I don't want to torment and torture you ............. As I said I am just a part of your mind . I wouldn't be doing this and I wouldn't be here if you didn't wao . "

  Says the refle returning to a standing position .

  Refle : " Now ......... Back to what is important ........... Yes I know why you are doing this , I know you as you know me . heless ....... I want to hear it from you ? Why and what is the point of all this ?"

  Saying this refle aggressively grabbed Lappnd by the hair , and then pulling ohe refle forced Lappnd to look at her .

  Refle : " You know what my role is ......... I just want to know if you are sure of what you are doing ? "

  Saying this , refle looked Lappnd in the eyes . At this time Lappnd's eyes were filled with tears , hazy and lifeless , her breathing was heavy and uneven .

  Lappnd: " Do you py as my skepticism ? "

  Asks Lappnd in a weak voice as tears streamed down her face .

  Refle : " No I don't py ........ Someone of us must be skeptical of the world around us . You no longer have any dignity or awareness about the world around . That's why I'm here to ask you why ? And was it worth it ? ."

  Replies refle . But , receiving no response from Lappnd, the refle gave up , shake her head in disappoi and sighed.

  Refle : " How you be so sure that Bke's fession is not due tuilt . People have always sympathized with us a responsible ............ They felt sorry for us , while ag as if they knew what it was like to be us . However, as soon as we stopped being veo their is ......... They treated us like a dog . Only those who cared about us the most stayed with us , however they are a bunch of idiots blind to the monstrosity that we are . "

  Refle says . However, meeting with silence agai go of Lappnd's hair . Theurn her ba Lappnd to look at the cold sery around them .

  Refle : " This pce is all we are .............. It is cold , lonely , abandoned , left to be buried in its own ruins , devoid of anything of value or other than the victims of your violend destroyed memories covered in snow . Memories that like broken gss hurt us with our every step . Memories that you never had the ce to pick up or reassemble . "

  Says the refleaking Lappnd eyes to unsciously turn to the side ,to see a mirror, whose refle gave a perfect view of the cracked male face of the statue , on which there is clear pain , horror and fear........ Looking at this one fa Lappnd's dead eyes there is crity . In her eyes the face of the statue overps perfectly with the face of the young hunter which she killed today.

  Refle : "Yes they are the people you killed ........ You 't fet them and now like stones , their faces , their bodies and their existence weigh on your mind . And you know what is the saddest .......... That I don't even have the ability to show you all the statues that you yourself created , and how many you fot or didn't know about . "

  Says the refle walking up to one of the statues standing nearby depig a woman in the clear st stage nancy , beside which stands a little boy , whose stone head is missing half a face .

  Refle : " I do not even have the ability to show you the death aru that your existence has left . I only remind you of what you remember , of what sealed your name as the name of the monster People who know you and like you , will expin your behavior with your mental state or past........... "

  Odbicie : " However, the truth is that it doesn't ge who you are . No reason does or will ge that .......... You killed not only those who deserved it ......... and you did it for someone who ultimately betrayed you . Maybe you were once a victim deserving of sympathy , you had your problems which was uandable . But , now you fully deserve what is happening to you . "

  Refle says as she touch gently , the distraught female face of the statue , which after her touch crumbled into silver dust , which dodged towards the bright sky , ging the daytime sery , to nighttime . Despite the snowfall, not a single cloud was visible in the sky . This allowed to see the beautiful aurora borealis and millions of stars . The image of such a sky was very familiar and very important to Lappnd.

  But even the beauty of this sky could not pare with the beauty of the moon , whi trast to the one normally seen , jas stronger silver glow , which seemed to tain a hint of blue . Looking at that moon visible through the missing part od the roof , the refle closed her eyes for a moment . Eyes identical to Lappnd's eyes and so simir to the celestial body in the sky . After a moment of wallowing in the dawn of the moon , with a sigh , the refle looked again at Lappnd .

  Refle : " Was it worth it ? "

  Asks Refle as she approach Lappnd again.

  Refle : " All this sacrifice just to hear ....... "

  As she spoke , the white hair of the refle became bck , silver -blue eyes became amber . The shape of the fad body ged to those identical to Bke .

  Refle : " ......... I love you " .

  Saying this , the voice of the refle was identical to that of Bke .

  Lappnd : "I uand all this , I am who I am and I don't fight it . I am a monster ......... "

  Says Lappnd to her approag refle .

  Refle : " This is the crux of this matter ........... You sider yourself and uand that you are a monster .......... A you believe that happiness awaits you . You know very well that it makes no sense ............. You are with Bke only for the fact that without her you are worthless. You have no family , except Bke's parents ........ All your friends and acquaintances , either left you , betrayed or broke tact with you . And I holy don't bme them . "

  Refle : " Since we nded on Menagerie , the only reason for our tinued life , was just a few thin threads . Mr and Mrs Beldona and Sienna , if it wasn't for them you would have killed yourself ............ Still , you didn't trust them because they were too simir to the people who hurt you before ........ That's why you chose Bke as the anchor holding you in this world . Wherayed you , you wao die ............ "

  These words spoken by the refle caused a sudden silehe wind stopped blowing , even the snowfkes stopped in the air .

  Refle : " Your aunt was right. . This was not about love ............ What happeo you was a sad excuse for love . It was simply a struggle to tinue living ........... A struggle for a reason to exist in a world where we really have nothing to keep us here . Lappnd you are the perfect representation of words " I'd rather feel pain than feel nothing " . You would rather live in this lie than live with the unfortable truth . "

  Refle: " And my proof of this truth is the very fact of how you treated your mother and Trivia . In parison with the harm done by Bke, they did trivial things. Not to mention that it is thanks to them that you are still alive. Both your mother and Trivia risked their own well-being by keeping you alive . Your mother in an obvious way and Trivia ........... You know very well what she did for you ........... And apart from the two of them, you know, people who would like to get to know you better. They are beautiful and much more your type. "

  Refle: " A you remain with Bke , even after what she did to you , you didn't even think to ge the target of your " Affe" . However, here is another problem ......... You do not know how to love , your feelings do not really matter . You are incapable of love , this is another one of the things your life has deprived you of . So don't pretend to be happy when inside you wanted Bke to die . This is the whole sad truth , you are obsessed with Bke because you obsessively want a reason and purpose in life to live ."

  While saying this, the refle body began to ge its appearance again . From the current appearance of Trivia to Hazel , ending with Yang . All of them in tight bandages showed everything their body could . However, it is the st words ing from the refle , seemed to finally break Lappnd. Without any movement on Lappnd's part, the hands holding her legs broke , separating from the main bodies of the statues , making her legs hang freely in the air . Then the hands oorso and abdomen broke . At the very end her arms came free .

  Meanwhile while this was happening , the hands of the statues , separated from the rest of the body , began to transform into silver dust , which rose to the sky . Leaving the statues without hands , Lappnd fell on all fours on the ground covered with scarlet snow and shards of mirrors , whi trast to her refle seemed to cause her some pain .

  Pain that seemed to be visible all over the space around them . Instead of white snow , bck shimmering red-hot dust began to fall from the sky . Bck spots began to form on the surface of the beautiful moon, and its blue glow also lost its strength, defeated by the red.

  But what was really most spectacur was the colpse of the part of the building in front of Lappnd. However, it wasn't just the building that colpsed , the whole ground slid down to form a huge cliff in front of which her refle stood . The bottom of this cliff could not be seen because it was either too deep or the silver mist in it made it impossible to see . Iingly , from the wall of the cliff grew many huge bck crystals , from which a red glow was emitted.

  Thanks to the colpse of part of the building , the area around and the sky were much better visible . The iferous forest surrounding the building on at least both sides gained some bck crystals simir to those on the cliff . The trees themselves seemed to crystallize into bck crystal in some pces . As for the starry sky, except for the moon, everything disappeared, obscured by bck clouds, through which fshes of red were visible.

  Eventually , the very space around seemed to beuch more red . It's hard to say whether it was because of the reddish silver glow of the moon , the sky , or the bck dust in the air . However, what could be said and one hundred pert firmed is that Lappnd .......... was far from being in a good mood .

  Refle : " You will never ge ......... You hate lying a you lie to yourself ."

  Saying this, the refle returo the appearance of Lappnd. Oher hand, Lappnd lost her smile . Standing up from the ground , Lappnd stretched both arms out to the sides . The moment, two bdes simir to those in the hands of the refle gathered in both her hands .