School Grass Chapter: Floating Snow, Frozen Tears

  I didn't bother with her and continued sleeping. Although I closed my eyes, my brain was still extremely alert.

  After a while, I heard the faint sound of furniture moving and footsteps approaching me. I felt a thick overcoat being gently placed on my shoulders, and I knew who it was, but pretended to be asleep, finally couldn't help but lift my head, then pulled off the coat from my shoulder and threw it back at him. "I'm not cold, you take it back."

  "You'll catch a cold lying down like that."

  "That's also none of your business, don't bother about it." I gave him a glance and pushed away the coat he handed me again.

  "Why did you say such a thing? I've been waiting for you in the orchard for a long time."

  "Did you wait for me in the orchard? Sorry, I forgot that you told me! Xue Lan Yu, I even want to forget everything you've said to me before. What should I do? If I keep remembering those happy, warm and sweet memories, I'll be softened again like last time and be moved by him. But what about next time, and the time after that? He's too good, but that perfection isn't what I want. Sometimes I really wish he could be a bit more selfish."

  "What's wrong?" Seeing my pale and haggard face, Shan Lan asked me with concern, but he didn't know that my paleness was due to the pain he had brought upon me.

  "Blue law, let's...let's break up." I was originally looking into those eyes when I said that, but those eyes were too clear and pure, so I finally looked away, gazing out the window at the icy sky and snowy ground.

  "Shā Shān, did I do something wrong? Wait until the semester ends and I can call you. As long as I'm still the top student in my grade, Dad and Mom won't be so strict with me like they are now. Don't you like me anymore?" Shān Lán Lǜ's face was hurt, but he didn't understand why I wanted to break up with him. He had never thought of ending things with Shā Shān, thinking they would be together forever, whether in high school, college or beyond.

  "I..." As I said those words, the tears that had been welling up in my eyes finally began to flow, and I deliberately wiped them away with my sleeve, not wanting to admit my own conflicted feelings. When I thought of the girl kissing him under the fruit tree, I shouted out uncontrollably: "Yes, I hate you, extremely, extremely hate you."

  "Are all you girls like this?" Shan Lan's eyes shone with tears, being disliked by the girl he liked made his heart ache.

  This is my first love, he was the first boy I liked and still like now.

  However, I personally ended our intimate relationship, and from then on, I no longer had the right to be jealous of those girls who got close to him.

  I have no idea what to say, my mood hasn't improved because of the breakup, on the contrary, it hurts so much that it's tearing me apart. I don't want to stay here anymore, I don't want to see the tears in Shuanglan's eyes that were caused by me.

  I rushed out of the classroom and ran towards the school gate, leaving countless footprints on the pristine white snow along the way.

  Danlan rushed out from behind, shouting loudly, but I didn't hear it, my heart only thinking of going home. Ran too fast, didn't notice someone at the corner, and was hit hard. The ground was covered with snow fragments and was a bit slippery, I almost fell to the ground, but was caught by a hand, that person exerted a slight force, and in the next moment I was almost in his arms.

  "How do you walk, don't you have eyes?" The speaker was the boy who had just collided with me, his tone very unpleasant. And it was another boy next to him who reached out to support me, but thinking of how ambiguous our posture was at that moment, I quickly broke free from his hand on my waist and hastily took a step back.

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