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Chapter 30 – Getting to the Core of Things

  An awkward quiet resounded through the room. The story, as unusual as it was, resonated with him, opening his eyes to the potential perils of the path he was on. One thing was certain though, he knew he needed to exercise control over his abilities. He wanted to explore and adventure across this new and fascinating reality he had found himself in. For to long had society kept him barred down. Daily he followed the constructs set before him just so he could survive, but the world had not been kind. In the end he was left alone. This time, he was determined that would not be the case.

  Looking at Rowan, he could see sadness in his eyes that had not been there before. It seemed the story had struck a chord with him as well, like a deep scar you forget about until the pain suddenly resurfaces. He recognized that look because he had seen it in his own reflection many times over the years. He had to make sure his story did not end like hers. He was not going to be sealed away like some ancient relic, forgotten through the passage of time. His old life already felt that way, and he desired nothing more than to leave it behind and never look back.

  Quietly he spoke up, “I am sorry about your friend, but thank you for telling me. That really puts my situation into perspective.”

  “Aye, she was a great friend and mage. Never seen anything like it since.”

  A sadness spread across the room before Rowan’s grin surfaced again, carrying with it an infectious joy.

  “Enough of that though. That happened a long time ago. It was a different era. Time moved on and so have I, but the pain wells up from time to time. I guess some wounds never truly heal. Maybe a fancy healer such as yourself can find a cure for that one.” Rowan said with a grin, joy returning to his features.

  Hector nodded, then exhaled.

  “Alright. I feel like I have an endless well of questions, but I guess the next best place to start would be what I keep seeing on my status sheet. Several things stand out and do not make an ounce of sense to me. Cores, core states, core aspects, races; why do I even have a core? The more I think about it, the more I realize I know absolutely nothing about what is going on. So far my only goal has been to survive, but I want to understand my situation better. You know, turn this new world into a home and not just a fight for survival....I want to thrive not just barely make it.”

  Rowan laughed.

  “Ha. Okay. That is a lot to unpack. Let me grab another round of drinks before we start this.”

  He shuffled over to the cabinet, pulling out a case of six glass bottles. Noticing Hector’s curiosity, Rowan smirked.

  “Ha. I have done some minor research on your planet, and yes, we have six packs of beer in the greater multi-verse. My crafting art is brewing, so everything we drink not only makes you feel good but can have some pretty fun effects. Do not worry, though, everything we have had today is just for a good buzz and excellent flavor, if I do say so myself.”

  The bottles jingled as he placed them on the table. He opened one and handed it to Hector, then opened one himself and took a sip.

  “Your question is not simple, but it is foundational to understanding the Pantheon and how you will need to proceed through the ranks.”

  Rowan leaned back in his chair, bottle loosely balanced in one hand, eyes drifting toward the ceiling beams as if sorting through centuries of thought.

  “Alright,” he said slowly.

  “Let us start simple, before the system terms get in the way.”

  He looked back at Hector.

  “You are not wrong to feel confused. The Pantheon System likes to pretend everything is neat and categorized, but the truth is most of it only makes sense once you understand the separation it is built on.”

  He tapped two fingers against the table.

  “Levels and cores are not the same thing,” Rowan said.

  “You can think of them as two sides of the same coin though. One cannot exist without the other, yin and yang if you would.”

  Hector frowned slightly but nodded for him to continue.

  “Levels are physical authority. They govern how much punishment your body can take, how hard you can hit, how fast you recover, how efficiently you can execute skills. They govern your bodies physical prowess and mana capacity.”

  He lifted the bottle slightly.

  “They simply make the body better at surviving.”

  “Cores on the other hand are spiritual truths. They define what kind of power your existence can safely hold.”

  Hector felt that settle somewhere deep.

  “Your core is not about physical strength; it is about spiritual strength. It is the part of you that answers the question of what you are becoming.”

  He watched Hector carefully as he spoke.

  “Levels let you grow outward. Cores allow you to grow internally. Again, one cannot exist without the other. Think about your world before the Pantheon. I am sure you had physical power houses, and those who at least claimed to have mystical or magical abilities. In a non-inducted world, combining these aspects is not possible...most of the time at least, there are always exceptions to the rules.”

  Hector exhaled slowly.

  “So is the core like my soul or something? That is the first thing I imagine when you say it is spiritual.”

  Rowan smiled. “That is closer than most get on their first try.”

  “Your core alignment dictates what kinds of energy flow naturally through you. It becomes the foundation of your powers. Ever core is different, hence why a number of power's manifest once a planet is inducted..”

  Hector’s jaw tightened.

  “And mine is life aligned...” he said.

  Rowan nodded. “Yes, strongly so.”

  “Yet you use life aligned mana to destroy and heal, quite a unique trait.”

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  The words were not accusatory, just factual. Hector felt a familiar tension in his chest.

  “Not like I had a choice in the matter; I am not even sure how it works. Pretty hard to be a healer to when there isn't a single friendly being around.”

  Rowan did not disagree.

  “No, it is what works right now, but its chaotic, you are going to require training and understanding, or you might just end up killing yourself.”

  He took another sip.

  “Then there are core states.” Rowan said.

  “Stable, strained, fractured, altered, the list goes on. The bottom line is that those labels exist because alignment is not concrete, it can shift under pressure. It has the ability to change and evolve. Sometimes with positive results and sometimes...well let’s just call it explosive results.”

  He gestured loosely at Hector.

  “Your core is life aligned, but your behavior contradicts that alignment. That creates instability which you have felt already.”

  Hector thought of Overheal tearing through his body. Of his skills slipping out of his control as damage had coursed through his body many a times.

  “That is not the system punishing you,” Rowan said, reading his expression.

  “That is your core trying to reconcile what you are asking it to do.”

  He paused, then added quietly.

  “Believe it or not, life energy does not like being used to erase life, quite the opposite actually.”

  The room was silent for a moment.

  “So what happens if I keep doing it?” Hector asked.

  Rowan did not answer immediately.

  “Simple, if nothing changes, your core will either adapt or break.”

  Hector swallowed.

  “Breaking my core sounds bad, I would prefer to avoid that.”

  Rowan nodded. “Ilyra thought power alone would force adaptation, but she was wrong.”

  He leaned back again, his tone lightening just a touch.

  “The good news, is that you are not her. She refused to define her contradiction, you are already trying to understand yours. It will take time, but if you keep following the path you are on you will get there, and that makes all the difference."

  Hector took a drink, the warmth grounding him.

  “So how do you fix it? How do you stabilize something like that? It feels chaotic and unpredictable. Not to mention my understanding is lacking.”

  Rowan’s smile returned, slow and knowing.

  “You do not fix it. You try to stabilize it into a pattern, make this wonderful power you have your own. If you can do that...well as young as you are your future will be filled with numerous possibilities.”

  Hector frowned. “A pattern?”

  “At higher tiers, cores stop being treated as unique by the Pantheon. The system starts mapping them, looking for a version that can be reproduced safely. One thing about the Pantheon is that it is always looking for stronger paths to help lead the masses. Before you ask, no one really knows why, there are theories, but that is a rabbit hole I am not ready to jump into yet. Deviants are unique though; they can’t be mapped or copied safely. Some can, but for most reproducing the powers of a deviant's path is dangerous. You are a great example of that. If the system ever tries to make your healing safe for everyone to use, it could easily kill whoever tries it.”

  He let that sit.

  “Ok? How come? Isn’t Overheal just going past some set limit where the body can’t handle healing anymore? I will admit I really don’t know how it works but I figured it would be a common enough concept.”

  “Oh lad, it is not, but that conversation comes later, I promise I will explain more. Right now though to much information could hurt you, there are a couple obstacles we need to pass before we head down that road.”

  Rowan set his bottle down and rolled his shoulders.

  “For now, what matters is this. Your core is spiritual, your levels are physical and your deviation is how you choose to ignore the conclusions everyone else accepts. All parts of you must move in harmony, or something tears, and judging by the fact that you are sitting here drinking my beer instead of unraveling into a cautionary tale, I would say you are doing better than you think.”

  Hector let that sit, the weight of it settling into place.

  “So what about race, but what is so special about that?” Where does that fit into all of this? Everyone is born as something so what does that matter? Plus mine just says human, doesn't seem to be all that special.”

  Rowan’s expression brightened slightly, like he was glad about the question.

  “Ah, that one trips people up all the time, race is not progression, it is a baseline. Your race defines what you start as. Your instincts, your biological tolerances, natural limits the list for this one is unending as well. For example, humans are adaptable, stubborn, and frustratingly resilient. That is why the system likes throwing you into dangerous situations and seeing what sticks.”

  Hector snorted quietly. “That checks out.”

  Rowan chuckled.

  “Race does not determine where you end; it determines how you get there. A dragon and a human can reach similar levels of power, but the way they endure strain, process mana, even day to day life will never be the same.”

  He pointed at Hector with the neck of the bottle.

  “You are still human. Your body breaks faster than most races, but it also adapts in ways others never will.”

  Hector glanced down at his hands, thinking of scars, regeneration, and pain he had learned to ignore.

  “Now,” Rowan added, holding up a finger

  “This is where it gets interesting.”

  Hector looked back up.

  “Race is not as fixed as the system pretends. Not once you move beyond the early tiers. For most people, race stays static because they never stress it hard enough to force change. They grow within the limits they were given and call it destiny. When certain criteria are met, sustained exposure to aligned power, repeated survival beyond expected biological thresholds, deep core resonance, sometimes even cultural or conceptual alignment, the system allows race to evolve.”

  Hector’s brow furrowed. “Evolve how?”

  Rowan shrugged lightly.

  “Sometimes it is a body refinement, sometimes an augmentation other times it is even an outright transformation, again the possibilities are to numerous to name. The system calls them racial advancements, subraces, ascended variants, the list is unending, but all the terms mean the same. It just depends on what you encounter or run across. Opportunities are endless out there, and everyone's journey is unique. Race evolution is the body answering the same question as the core answers spiritually. What do you need to become in order to survive what you are doing?”

  Hector felt a chill. The amount of information he was receiving was astounding. He wasn’t even aware of how things worked he realized as Rowan continued his explanation. From the sounds of it though if he kept persevering, the future potentially held some amazing gain for him. Still their were a lot of uncertainties and that made him uncomfortable. He could not see a clear path ahead of him, and that scared him. Rowan tapped a bottle on the table, most likely noticing his mind had wondered. Having regained his attention he continued.

  “The system separates all of this on purpose. Race, levels, cores, classes, deviation; each one is isolated.”

  “Why?” Hector asked.

  Rowan’s gaze sharpened.

  “If they were not failure would cascade. The system is not cruel, it is cautious. It isolates variables so that when something breaks, everything does not collapse at once. Deviants terrify it because we blur those lines.”

  Hector let out a slow breath.

  “So, it is not trying to kill me, it is trying to keep me contained?”

  “Exactly!” Rowan replied.

  Rowan shifted in his chair, then lifted his bottle again, his tone easing.

  “Like I mentioned before, the Pantheon tends to lean towards reproducible power, it avoids risk when it can, but risks are where the interesting stories come from. Otherwise, the universe would be very boring.”

  Hector laughed quietly, shaking his head.

  “You know, the more you explain this, the more it feels like I am looking at my old life through a different lens.”

  Rowan glanced at him. “Oh?”

  “Yeah,” Hector said.

  “Rules that made sense until they did not. Being told I should be grateful for paths I never chose. Wherever I went it felt like someone was controlling me. Like society had ripped away my uniqueness so I could fit a mold that made sense. Maybe the Pantheon sees how societies fall into this mold and imitates it? Not sure but that at least make a little bit of sense to me.”

  Rowan’s smile softened, something older surfacing behind it.

  “Funny, that sounds familiar.”

  They shared a look, something unspoken passing between them. Rowan took a slow drink, then set his bottle down.

  “I have a feeling, that if we start trading stories, we are going to find an uncomfortable number of similarities.”

  Hector smirked. “That supposed to reassure me?”

  Rowan grinned. “No, but it might make you feel less alone.”

  The fire crackled softly, the room warm and steady around them. Hector leaned back in his chair, beer in hand, exhaustion mixing with something lighter.

  “Alright,” he said.

  “Then next round is on you.”

  Rowan laughed loud as more ale was poured into their mugs.

  “Oh, trust me,” he said.

  “If we are doing this properly, there will be many rounds.”

  For the first time since stepping into the Pantheon, Hector felt like his story was no longer something he had to survive alone.

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