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Chapter 27 Guilt

  Reborn as the Queen, Taking Down the Special Forces Captain

  After Ji Wen's difficult childbirth and death, he felt even more guilty and wanted to make up for it. The only thing he could think of was to give the child unlimited pampering. However, he had this intention, but Lu Nianwen might not accept his feelings.

  At first it was because he spent most of his time in the barracks, and the children were not close to him. Later, it was because of Dai Yutian.

  Dai Yutian is a military doctor who came to his military region three years after Ji Wen's death.

  They didn't have much to do with each other at first, but later on, he somehow contracted a severe cold, and Dai Yutian naturally took care of him. Later on, she unexpectedly developed feelings for him. Since Ji Wen's passing, Lu Kai had been heartbroken and hadn't thought about romantic matters. It wasn't until the deputy officer hinted to him that he realized Dai Yutian had feelings for him. The two didn't have much interaction except for when he was sick, so he thought it would be best to avoid her as much as possible.

  It wasn't until later, when they were seeing off the demobilized brother, that a group of old men got drunk one by one. Coincidentally, that night Dai Yutian wanted to confess her feelings to him. Everything seemed to happen naturally, and unexpectedly, she became pregnant that night. Originally, he had to take responsibility for her, and with this incident, there was no use saying anything else.

  Actually, there's another reason to marry her. They say that when kids are young and their father is often not around, it can be harmful to them, so having a mother figure is better. That's how the idea of marrying Dai Yutian came about. Unfortunately, at that time Lu Nianwen was already five years old and had started developing her own awareness. To her, Dai Yutian's arrival was an invasion of her territory, a bad person who needed to be driven away.

  A rift began to form between the father and daughter. When Dai Yu Tian's parents grew old and frail, unable to care for their rural child, Dai Yu Qi, they sent her to live with them, leading to a series of events that widened the unbridgeable gap between the two.

  Meng Yang's words made Lu Nianwen start reflecting on those things over the years, and suddenly felt that she was in the wrong.

  "Parents' matters are not something we younger generations can understand, nor is it something we can comprehend." Meng Yang still believed that she was a reasonable person, but perhaps just couldn't face her own heart.

  "I know." Lu Nianwen's eyes glazed over, and she pointed to her chest: "If I compromise, it means I've accepted them. This makes me feel like I'm betraying Mom."

  This is where the source lies. She was overwhelmed by her own guilt, to the point where she couldn't make a correct judgment, or rather, guessing her mother's thoughts to judge.

  "What are you feeling guilty about? Don't you remember how you used to tell me all about your mom, what she did and said? You went through her notes over and over again, so you should know her personality pretty well. She loved you so much, how could she bear to see you being tied down like this? As a mother, the thing she would most want to see is you being happy and having someone spoil and love you." Meng Yang patiently persuaded him, finally understanding just how hard those people who tested their psychological quality and gave them psychological counseling worked.

  "I need time to settle down." Lu Nianwen thought for a moment: "You said too much at once."

  "This is in the military camp, I'll give them a sentence directly, are you guys masters? What's with learning from girls to be sad and sorrowful. Give me some spirit, look at you, who looks like a soldier." To ease the atmosphere, Meng Yang still used his training tone, Lu Nianwen had already imagined him wearing camouflage uniforms, berets, combat boots, holding batons, majestic and sternly commanding his troops to run with heavy loads.

  Seeking gold medals, seeking collection, seeking likes, seeking comments, seeking red envelopes, seeking gifts, all kinds of seeking, whatever you want, just throw it over!

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