Chapter 90 Childhood Friends

  "You don't understand." Lu Nianwen didn't have the heart to chat with her, and said somewhat bitterly, her tone not very good. Fortunately, He Xin understood her well enough and didn't plan on being serious with her either.

  With her mother's teachings and the betrayal of her previous relationship, she was really afraid of love.

  The deeper you get in, the harder it is to extricate yourself. Although you clearly know that you won't repeat the tragedy of your past life, the shadow in your heart just can't be shaken off.

  When Meng Yang was by her side, there was nothing to be afraid of. The aura on his body could always make Lu Nianwen feel at ease. When he was around, she felt that as long as he was by her side, there was nothing to fear.

  But once he left, that sense of security also disappeared with the smoke and clouds. Especially his departure, the hidden panic poured out without any scruples, and Meng Yang still left in this way.

  "You're always so anxious and worried, I really don't get it." He Xin felt a bit helpless, this emotional stuff, she hadn't experienced it herself, so she really didn't understand.

  Others talk about life and death separations, talking about reluctant goodbyes, talking about never parting ways, making vows to the sea and mountains. He Xin didn't think much of it, but she wouldn't easily show her attitude either. Only in front of people close to her would her disdain for emotions be easily revealed.

  At this moment, Lu Nianwen's feelings, if she hadn't met Meng Yang before, would still think it was a joke.

  Lu Nianwen smiled bitterly: "Yes, this is really terrible. Just one point, enough to be fatal. You say, why am I so deeply attached to emotions?"

  "It's not me who wants to say, but your feelings are also too weird." He Xin was really curious: "Where did this person pop out from? I haven't even heard of it, and you two have quickly become passionate. Although our relationship wasn't good before, at least I knew about Shang Yun."

  "Who says childhood friends are not good?" Lu Nianwen's voice was laced with a hint of cheerfulness, giving off a very pure feeling. Unfortunately, Meng Yang always loved to say some impure words and do some impure things: "And Yangzi is different from Shangyu, I also don't want it to be like last time, all noisy and lively, it's not interesting, Yangzi is not that kind of person, he doesn't have 'prince sickness'."

  "Ah, ah, childhood sweethearts, enviable to death." He Xin teased: "Look at you, so infatuated. Still got the 'prince sickness', didn't you used to be obsessed with Shang Yun's prince?"

  "How could it be that I'm so good, and yet you're still unhappy? Can't I just be happy for once? What's with this kind of talk, didn't you know my eyes were hidden in my pocket before, and now you're saying these things to mock me?"

  "Go on, it's fine to cry again after a while." He Xinxiao yawned elegantly: "Don't think too much, it's so late, aren't you sleepy at all? Go to sleep quickly, I'm exhausted."

  The sound gradually became smaller, but still barely supported itself.

  Lu Nianwen suddenly felt a sense of guilt, having just realized that since becoming good friends with He Xin, she had been causing her trouble all along. She was quite dependent on He Xin, and previously when she was close to Lin Xiaoxue and the others, it was always them who were causing her trouble.

  Think about it carefully, He Xin used to be rarely late, but recently she has been late several times, and each time it was her fault.

  "Good night." Don't apologize for anything, between friends there's no need to say thanks or sorry, as long as the heart is clear.

  "Good night, don't think too much." He Xin's voice was already muffled, and he only replied with his consciousness.

  "Hmm." Lu Nianwen also felt that it would be too excessive to continue being so delicate, so she might as well not dwell on it and just get a good night's sleep; everything would be fine when she woke up.